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As my life Falls To A Standstill
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[Friday
Aug 26th, 05 12:17am] |
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This entry it going ot be fun
Im hyped on red bull!!
MHAW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
so how are you people reading this!? HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!?
Myspace is the new tihng apparently! well i hate myspace, i have over 1000 friends and its POINTLESSSSSS
Im watching her with eyes closed
Have you ever wondered what somone tohught or felt, and were scared ot make a move or tell her what you fell exactly? its so hard isnt it? but when you find out, and its good news, your floating on air....its the best feeling in the world.
Smile...the workd loves when you just smile...i love it when i can make you
Curtis
QUESTION OF THE DAY:
Whats your favorite thing about yourse;f?
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[Monday
Aug 15th, 05 2:24pm] |
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a LONGGGGGG overdue update....
Things have been alright i suppose....
Work has been running me hard, but raises are next month, so its all going to pay off :-D
my work is the Mc' Donalds on 19 and Hayse, you should come and visit me! :-D
Yea....i honestly dont know what to update about
Im single...but thats probably a givin...yup
Schools coming up soon, i still havent done my summer homework, i might want to start that ASAP right?
Can't wait to see all the people i neglected over the summer! :-P that seems harsh but o-well
Yes, that is all i hope you all enjoyed my meaningless update, but people wouldent leave me alone until i did update this thing.
i just realzied i cant type without looking at the keyboard, i cant belive that i actually had the time to realize that. I guess that comes to a new realization that i dont have alife, maybe i should get out of the house more....yah that might help
maybe i will hang iwth jakey today - anyone wanna come along?
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[Wednesday
Apr 20th, 05 10:28pm] |
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So i realized something...
Everything isnt what it appears..
Dont judge a book by its cover
Or by the pages you might have read
The end of the book is better then the starting, but then sometimes its not
Everybook has pages hidden, and pages ripped out an torn from other peoples knowing
How would somone have the courage to rip out their own pages?
I thought you had courage, charisma...i thought you were confident.
Your not what you were, and your not what you seem.
So tell me...how is this is a love story?
Im sorry things didnt work out
But in the end i think i got more out of it than you
And your the one who was confuesed...
Im still confuesed
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[Sunday
Apr 17th, 05 10:13pm] |
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With everything said and done....wow im actually doing good
The bands going sweeet
We need to start cracking down though
Taking Back Sunday was M'azing - The Format is soo f'in good, we didnt stay around for Jimmy eat World, because me and Christine both hated em'
I like the most wonderful girl in the world....and im starting to feel like myself again...even if i did fall twice as hard last time i hope this doesent turn into another "theres something more im searching for routine"
TO THE LAST GIRL WHO HURT ME:
I know yu were searching for something, and that when you found it, you still didnt feel right. I found something that i wasnt searching for and it feels right, i wish we could trade places.
Everything else...is awesome
I hungo ut with eric the other day, i moved his whole drumset and my guitar in my truck, and then we played loud music out the window, when there was a Black market on the other side, it was fun. We played splinter cell, which was realllllly fun!
I have been goign to shows like crazy, with one of my good friends matt. Matt and i have been spending mucho time together, which is sweet because he is a cool kid. He really needs a girlfriend thouhg, im sick of him haunting over hot girls! just kidding man you know i love you, pretty sweet pretty sweet.
Having a license is so easy, you just get up and go, but it hurts your wallet :-/
Everything in my life is good right now, schools fine, my hearts fine, im actually enjoying work (scary contrary to what eric thinks) and everything is....good :-D
Im finally myself again, and thanks to my friends who helped me through the tough times i did have.
Even though im not over my past, i dont care, i know what she did wont matter to me down the line, but i want you to know im always heer to hold you hand even if you dont want me too!
bye everyone!
Curtis
QUESTION OF THE DAY!
Did you actually read this long entry?
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[Saturday
Mar 26th, 05 8:45pm] |
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o yea...and HAPPY FUCKING EASTER BITCHES!
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[Saturday
Mar 26th, 05 8:37pm] |
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Away From Here - Sunday |
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Yea...andrea re did my journal...but i picked out the backround :-D mhaw haha
THANKS DREA!
The show was flipping sweet, ask me if you want pics im too damn lazy to post em
Pracitce with Danny and Brandon on mon, that should be sweet
License on monday, that should be crazy-cool :-)
I got inot a fight with my mom about the car...heres what she said
"i dont want you using you car for anything but work and trips to the bank, i dont think your responsible enough to drive around with your friends"
ME - "Mom...then whats the point of getting a license, i would just have you cater me around, if i cant drive myself to places other then where i have to be, then i dont even want a license...that defeats the whole purpose and freedom of having one!"
"Dont argu with me! i said your not driving around with your friends and thats final!"
ME - "MOM! IF I CANT FUCKIN GO PLACES WITH MY FRIENDS I DONT WANT A LICENSE!!! ITS POINTLESS!"
And it just goes on and on....yea....shes a bitch
umm
Works fun....coughnotcough....
As eric would say, im getting ready less and less everyday! :-P
Curtis
QUESTION OF THE DAY!
What kicks more bitch-ass?
Mac and Cheese or Velveeta?
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[Saturday
Mar 26th, 05 8:15pm] |
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Hi I'm Curtis and I'm a pretty sweer kid:).
OKAY BYE
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[Sunday
Mar 20th, 05 6:53pm] |
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[Friday
Mar 18th, 05 5:40pm] |
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Motion City Soundtrack - Shiver |
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well....yea...im grounded
come visit me in jail will you?
:-D
boo
Thats all
Curtis
bye
leave
now
seriously
go away
NOW!
leave
stop reading
now
ok comon your getting annoying
leave
NOW!!!
GO AWAY GOD DAMNIT!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
IM GOINNA BUST A CAP IN YA ASS!!!
LEAVE
Thank you
i know your still here but its ok :-D
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[Sunday
Mar 13th, 05 10:28pm] |
THIS IS FROM MY SHOW ON THE 4TH! HKSA ROCKS! check them out at...
www.purevolume.com/helenkellerseesall
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[Sunday
Mar 6th, 05 2:54pm] |
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i slept soooo much saturday.
Friday - Was the show, it was fun, i hope you all had fun, comment on what you thought
I know it ran late, but some bands had REAL slow set-ups, which threw every thing off, but other than that, im happy with it
Saturday - I had work at 8:00am and wasnt that just soo much fun!? god i never thought i would be standing that song, i got home at 2:00 and went to bed at 3:00 and woke up 0:00 the next morning, i thought i had slept almost 2 days it had felt like
other than that, ive just been sitting around, there werep eopel at the show i would have liked to hang with more, but o-well things happen
Curtis
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[Tuesday
Mar 1st, 05 4:18pm] |
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[Monday
Feb 28th, 05 7:06pm] |
LOCAL SHOW
Where: My House (21219 glenview Ct. / 48044 / Macomb Mi / Mapquest it)
When: March 4th
How Much: $5
Time: 5:30pm - 11:00pm
Who:
Killing Casnova
HelenKellerSeesAll
Inmost Fear
How to Rob a Bank
As Dawn Falls
A Second too Late
A Sundial
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[Sunday
Feb 27th, 05 11:12am] |
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Senses Fail - Bite To Break Skin |
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yea so....i work now....Mc'Donalds baby!
I went to the mall twice yesterday...spent 3 hours at lakeside, and another 2 - 3 at Macomb.....yah i bought girl scout cookies, a black sweater and a pink shirt. THIN MINTS!!!!!! THIN MINTSSS!!!!!
I had fun though...i must admit...
My work is on 19 and Haze, come visit me after im done with orientation
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[Friday
Feb 18th, 05 3:39pm] |
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking bout tomorrow
Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb
Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun
Inside your room
Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Always someone. . .
And there's no time left for losing
When you stand they fall
Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Coming down the years turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on now and lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
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the point of this you ask?
that only i know
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[Tuesday
Feb 8th, 05 9:14pm] |
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Everything goes form bad to worse, and then from worse, to better
School was alright, my first hour i had the oppertunity of sleeping, which is ALWAYS nice :-) and ice is nice
so is slice, and dice, and mice, and rice and thats all i can think or right now.
Im in a better mood i suppose, disreguard the 2 last entries please...
Yea...
Curtis
QUESTION OF THE DAY:
Can you picture yourself as a father/mother?
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[Monday
Feb 7th, 05 11:23am] |
I understand why...
But it still hurts all the same
Maybe it would have hurt less if you never heard my name
Even if you regret meeting me
I loved meeting you
I had to get things off my mind...
This whole weekend was an FFFF up
Cept for a few certain things im alright
Dont bother trying to comfort me or tell me its ok
I have enough comfort by myself without this
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[Monday
Feb 7th, 05 12:08am] |
if this would be the way i die...
I would consider it a burn out
What the FFFF just happend
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[Tuesday
Feb 1st, 05 10:17pm] |
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Finch - Ender |
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today....i slept some more....not healthy i tell ya
I saw megan for like...10 minutes...and in that time i managed ot get a couple of kisses....and steal her car, maybe i should make a carrer out of it? i was gone in 600 seconds! i need to dived that by 10 and i will be gone in 60 seconds! WOO!
I had fun....ahhhshe gives me that funny feelin in muh tummy, i hope she gets the same way.
Curtis
QUESTION OF THE DAY:
Would you ever steal a car? what kind?
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[Monday
Jan 31st, 05 11:12pm] |
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Away From Here - My Addiction |
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O man....today was a bust
I didnt have any homework because i finished it all in school....so you would think that i would be ste for the whole day i coudl do whatever i want...
Well unfortunatly...when you dont do anything you tend to fall asleep.
Slept for about 3 - 4 hours until my dad got home....called meg, she wasnt going to be able to see me, kind of a disappointment, but lifes full of them.
Went back ot bed woke up when my mom came home, eric called aobut the dance, i dont know if meg can go. But even if she doesent i will, but i would really rather have her go.
Now im boring you guys with my problems so its doesent matter.
I have been so boring these past few days. Its annoying...
Curtis
Question of the day:
Whats your favorite song right now or of all time. Answer both if you feel creative.
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